My goal: 找回自己的心跳

The plan - I haven't thought of it....
It's feels good to take a day off work...sometimes...
I hope to recover in time to get back in the momentum of work tmr.

Been surfing though sites to look for the answers that I need. Humans are one of the most complicated creatures and will prob continue to be so for the rest of the years to come if Planet Earth survives the predicted catastrophes.

I was wondering about expectations and the complications that come with them. To have expectations so things will go the best prescribed way or simply accept things as they are and go with the flow? I once enquired. No one is able to provide me with a satisfying answer.

It's strange the way these thoughts flow through my mind the entire day as I rest in bed battling the feelings of nausea.

I feel a need to withdraw and pull away from everything around me for a while, to revive a tired heart, to feel her beats again ... with passion and zest.

So, that is my long term goal for the year...though I badly need for it to be achieved within months if possible.